Psychedelic dissociation

by Anonymous26/03/2018© Author

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DXM531 mgOralNitrous Oxidea couple of cannisters on the peakInhaled

Age: 25
Gender: Female
Height: 5ft9
Weight: ~150 lbs
Medications: 300mg spironolactone / 8 mg estrodiol daily
Setting: In my flat with my gf who is also tripping.

Subjective Effect Tracker PDF

Onset

7:35 pm
Ingested the DXM bottles.
7:40 pm
I'm already feeling subtly dissociated. However, it kicked it in so fast that it may well be placebo.
7:50 pm
I'm feeling ever so slightly stimulated with increased energy levels.
7:55 pm
My motor control is suppressed as if I'm drunk; it's getting harder to type.
8:00 pm
I'm starting to feel physically and emotionally euphoric. My mood is elevated, and I feel slightly happier than I otherwise would be.
8:05 pm
My motor control gets a little worse as if I'm even drunker.

Peak

10:20 pm

I vomited three times into a bucket and then suddenly felt so much better. My stomach bloating disappears, and I am no longer even slightly uncomfortable. This dramatically improves how I'm my state of mind, and I suddenly feel as if I can now truly enjoy my trip.

10:39 pm

I'm feeling really good due to the emotional euphoria and dissociation. I tried to pee but gave up after around ten minutes of sitting there while struggling to do so.

10:42 pm

I took a hit of nitrous out of a box of canisters which I purchased from my workplace, I immediately ego deathed and floated into a realm of crisscrossing geometry. I had no conception of who or what I was for around five minutes. Taking nitrous on DXM seems to make me immediately ego death and drift off into hallucinations before quickly coming down with no residual effects.

10:46 pm

I'm getting very strong psychedelic geometry that would just not occur on any other dissociative. It's is very brightly lit and colourful.

10:47 pm

I'm getting strong double vision which makes it hard to see what I'm doing without closing one eye. I feel incredibly lucky and grateful to be alive and to be living this life as a human being on planet earth.

10:49 pm

I'm getting profoundly strong spiritual feelings that increase both my appreciation for existence and my feelings of hope, love, and purposefulness.

11:17 pm

I'm feeling strong feelings of existential self-realisation. I am "re-remembering" who I am, where I came from, what I'm doing with my life, and who my friends, family and loved ones are.

11:19 pm

I feel very content and at peace.

11:28 pm

I took another hit nitrous. It made me briefly ego death and hallucinated a conceptual representation of my connections between my new life in the USA and my friends/family in the UK.

11:41 pm

While struggling to pee I close my eyes and see Finn from adventure time riding on a cylinder through the grass kingdom. The hallucination was made out of condensed psychedelic geometry. Afterwards, I sit back down in my reclining armchair with my girlfriend (who is also tripping), and I notice how incredible the music sounds. I am listening to my good vibes playlist on Spotify, and it is making me unbelievably content and happy.

11:43 pm

I continue getting intense feelings existential self-realisation. It feels very profound.

11:56 pm

I'm feeling intense feelings of love towards everybody in my life. I am incredibly happy.

Psychedelic dissociation

Contents

Onset

Peak

Offset

Conclusion / Aftermath